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23/08/02 - 'I've seen inside a sex offender's mind'
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MESH 29 are the talented pop duo from Whittlesey who hope to make it big in the pop world. Their musical ability is unquestioned. However, it was their choice of manager, Bernard O'Mahoney, which caused raised eyebrows last week when the Whittlesey Times revealed details of his connection and a glimpse into his past.

Mr O'Mahoney says his past is just that - and one he felt our article failed to convey properly. Here then, in his own words, is his view of life in general, his 'road to Damascus' and a thought-provoking article.

IN my view, the abduction and murder of any child for sexual gratification should not be considered a crime." That view will undoubtedly shock and horrify many, if not all decent-thinking people. It may shock people even more if they hear it coming from a man such as myself, a once stereotypical thug who gained infamy for being a leading member of an Essex gang known as The Firm'.

Thugs tend to revel in stories about what they would do to sex offenders; most are too awful to read in print. I used to think the full weight of the law should be brought down on them but over the years my views have changed.

As a teenager in the mid-1970s I immersed myself in football hooliganism and street robberies, and as a result was convicted of more than 20 offences. During the early eighties, having lied about my past to enlist, I served in the army in Northern Ireland during the hunger strikes and the worst rioting the province has ever seen.

It was a man's world, where death and suffering were commonplace. It certainly wasn't a place for 'do-gooders' and bleeding-heart liberals. Having left the army, I moved to London, where I descended into a life of crime and senseless violence.

After committing two vicious woundings and serving two prison sentences. I washed up in the county of Essex where I began work as a nightclub bouncer. My work 'colleagues' were not unlike myself; hard, ruthless people whose lives revolved around themselves.

Their stock-in-trade was drugs, intimidation and mindless violence. To my shame, I excelled at my job and within a very short time my colleagues and I controlled most things illegal to the east of London. My 'road to Damascus' came in 1995.

Like everything else in my life, it came in a bloody and violent form. High on a feeling of 'power,' my business partner. Tony Tucker and a friend. Craig Rolfe, murdered a young man without mercy because he had crossed them on a drugs deal.

Shortly afterwards, teenager Leah Betts, celebrating her 18th birthday, took an ecstasy pill that had been supplied by Tucker and bought at the nightclub where I was head doorman. Leah collapsed and later died.

Then, two weeks later, Tucker, Rolfe and another man, Patrick Tate, were lured to a country lane. Sitting in their Range Rover expecting a drug deal to go down, a gunman leaned into the car and shot each of them three times in the head with a shotgun.

I look stock of my life and concluded I was at best, heading for an early grave or a long prison sentence. I wanted out. I'd had enough. I had witnessed and been part of so much misery, death and suffering. I also wanted to somehow make amends.

I decided I would employ my criminal know ledge for good in the future, rather than bad. I read in a newspaper that a seven-year-old boy had been abducted. Sadly, he was later found murdered. Like all people, I despised 'nonces' (sex offenders) and those who harm children.

A man had been arrested and charged but he refused to co-operate with the police. I decided, using a pseudonym, to befriend him and learn the truth. For 12 months I wrote to him and visited him in prison, gaining his trust and extracting answers the police had been unable to find.

One week before his trial was due to start, the man confessed to murdering the boy in a letter to me. I gave the letter to the police and when confronted with it, the man pleaded guilty to the boy's murder. He is currently serving a life sentence.

I have used the same tactic to befriend others and two have confided in me that they have committed murders, one a man who abducted, raped and murdered a three-year-old girl and another who murdered three people including a pregnant woman.

Again they confessed in letters. Again I handed them to the police. And again, both are serving life sentences. This close contact and 'friendship' with those who abduct and murder children has given me what I believe to be a unique insight into the way they think and view their own crimes.

Most abusers have, at some stage, been abused themselves. The public pours its heart out to the young victims of the child abuse, but that same victim often becomes the latter-day monster whom the public loathes.

It's this 'transformation' normal, everyday people cannot comprehend. These victims offenders may have problems which arise from their experiences. It may be they suffer from some form of post-traumatic disorder that caused them to commit the very crime they have suffered.

If that is not the case, and they presume, one still has to ask the question: what rational adult can look at a child and have feelings of desire? Whether good, bad, the former or the latter, you don't need to be a psychiatrist to deduce the problem clearly lies within their minds.

I've been in prison; I know how these people are kept. They are segregated from other prisoners for their own protection, which means they are locked up 24 hours a day with people who have the same tendencies as themselves.

They have no shame among their own. They exchange experiences and information about children which may be of use upon their release. By the time they are released back into the community they are so aroused they are literally walking time bombs waiting to re-offend.

I am totally convinced that any such man or woman who views a child as a sexual object cannot be of sound mind. They should not be treated as criminals; they should be sectioned under the Mental Health Act.

In prison a prisoner has the right to refuse medication and treatment. A person sectioned under the Mental Health Act cannot. Therefore, a sectioned sex offender could be forced to take drugs or have surgery which takes away their sexual urges, but, more importantly, they could never be released until they are deemed cured both physically and mentally.

History confirms that under the current system, sex offenders serving prison sentences as 'normal criminals' can never be cured and they are being. released back among our children to continue committing their vile acts of inhumanity.
Contact : bernard.omahoney@bernardomahoney.com
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